bubblybubble

2009-09-18T12:55:00.002+08:00

147 DAYS.

Still missing him. Still loving him.

2009-06-13T21:19:00.002+08:00

KOREA ICE-CREAM!
my gosh.
so nice =S
i got it from my mail
i need to update my blog.
ntg to update so im goin to post crap =D

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS ARE OVER!
PMR is nearer
D=

2009-06-04T20:55:00.003+08:00

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the game the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 8.57PM
Name : Hazelin
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : =.= for wad u need to knw la
Height : 271 x) ryte.

Where do you live : Kuching
Favourite drinks : Honey Teh Bunga O.O
Favourite breakfast : I don't take breakfast

Have you ever been on a plane : DUH
Swam in the ocean : =S near it
Fallen asleep in school : nope
Broken someone's heart : i don't need to answer tht
Fell off your chair : never x)
Sat by the phone and waiting for someone to call : used to. its just stupid
What is your room like : My room is like a room. geddit? XD
What's right beside you : mouse =.=
What is the last thing you ate : rice

Ever had ;
Chicken pox : yup. on my 4th birthday x)
Sore throat : duh
Stitches : no =S
Broken nose : =.= siaw

Do you ;
Believe in love at first sight : just bullshit
Like picnics : no. insects =S
Who was, were the last person;you danced with : nobody? lol
Last made you smile : manda x)
You last yelled at : i cn't rmb

Today did you ;
Talk to someone you like : =.= duh
Kissed anyone : nopes. thank god. x)
Get sick : nope
To to an ex : hah?
Miss someone : stupid question. i do not miss anyone and i don't wan to miss anyone. im done wid love.
Eat : yup

Best feeling in the world : being loved
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : nope. =.= so stuffy
What's under your bed : nothing
Who do you really hate : D stupid devil
What time is it now : 9.03PM

5 things i was doing 10 years ago [[4 years old]]
1. crying x)
2. biting the baby stuffy O.o
3. shoutin here and thr
4. extremely naughty =.= typical
5. dangerous to b around wid x)

5 things on my to-do list today
1. went out
2. watch 2 movies =S
3. tired
4. hold hands =SSSS
5. eat

5 snacks i enjoy
1. i hardly eat snacks =.=
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -

5 things i would do if i were a billionaire
1. shop till money wan finish
2. Gib to charity. seriously. too much for me to spend la @@
3. -
4. -
5. thts all i need. =)

5 of my bad habits
1. Lazy
2. spend money alot of stpd things -.-
3. FORGETFUL
4. dunno
5. dunno =.=

5 places i have lived in
1. home
2. hotel
3. aunty's apartmen
4. ying ying's hse
5. my old hse. lol

5 people i'm tagging is
1. athirah
2. nicole
3. caroline
4. maxine
5. ying

2009-05-26T13:44:00.002+08:00

why my god damn printer must go crazy ryte now!?
tmr my dateline for geo kerja kursus somemore!!!
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
its not no ink arh
is go crazy!
if no ink can just go buy
now i dunno wad to do
im panikin lik crazy
tonight got tt!
how can do!
die die die.
must pass up tmr!
T-T do wad now i also dunno
huhu

sej kerja kursus dateline friday!
not fair la my class
earliest among all the other classes
other ppl after hols :(
sniff sniff
my brain xplodin soon

2009-05-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Nicole Lee [she said im the best friend she had known for the shortest time. woot!!]

1. Name 3 friends you trust most.
- Daphne, Hilda and Janey :)

2. Name 3 of your smartest friends.
- Amanda, Mierah and Daphne

3. Name 3 funny friends.
- Sarah Chin, Hilda and Maxine

4. Name 3 friends who are loyal.
- i dunno

5. Name 3 friends who are sporty.
- None? x)

6. Name 3 friends who will be there for you in times of need.
- NONE! == shameful

7. Name 3 friends you wish to be united with.
- none

8. Name 3 friends who are popular.
- shannen? neh. she ain't my friend. maxine, isabelle? *laughs* kidding, dunno who else.

9. Name 3 friends who understands you most.
- Han ^^ Friends. ngahaha

10. Name 3 new friends you had just made.
- Lots lots lots x) thts the name

11. Which friend you've known for the longest time??
- Amanda Lee Ying Ying.

12. Which best friends had you known for the shortest time??
- Hmmm. i have no idea @@

anyone who wants to be tag then do barh

2009-05-23T21:51:00.001+08:00

2009-05-23T19:53:00.002+08:00

T-T OMGAWD
my mum is postin pics in FB!
and got me in thr!
OH MY!
i still young tht tyme
OMG OMG OMG OMG!
i look :( horrible!
im so happy u all aren't frens wid my mum in FB x)
otherwise so ..........
yuck yuck!

2009-05-23T19:09:00.003+08:00

Here i am bloggin.
x) im not at ER09
woot!

oh wels. im stuck wid the ticket.
so i shall stay home
since i lazy wan go den i put on my fav shirt x)
"jesus me"

new contact lens indeed :)
green. my last one haven expire =S
not patient to wait till it expire
i wan buy grey next
i oredi plan out wad to buy

do not CRACK lookin at it
i know its cute
so geram i see
i wonder how tht person eat the cupcake. gosh.

2009-05-23T13:01:00.002+08:00

I paid for the ER conference but i go last night nia
now im her online-in
lazy wanna go and look at them =.=
i got the ER concert and now i dun feel lik goin
damn im wasting my money
lost my purse still like this.
so boring yesterday
i feel so out of no whr thr
cus of the RC stuffy
dunno do wad =.=
anyways, still thinkin if i should got ER09 or not.
but go wid hu?
since i left the gang dy
Maxine is performing so she cn't acc me
so yea
im alone.
hmphhH!!

2009-05-22T16:37:00.004+08:00

NINE YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP

= NOTHING.

what do you think about tht huh?
i protect u two den wad do i get in return!
MCB!
this is wad u guys call friendship
kiss my ass la!

You knw wad?
im so disappointed in u guys
VERY.
why u wan face so much!?
seriously!
so what if they hate u
u knw u're right
u knw wad she did was wrong!
u really wanna let her use u?
blame u when its her own doin?

im just goin to say it and i dun gib a fuck
shannen u urself say isaac look lik rat!
why the hell did u go and say to isaac that its not u hu said tht but sarah!
wad type of fren are u!?
u're such a BITCH!
more lik a WHORE.
did i say whore?
yesh i did
mmg u are
and u knw tht
oh purlease
stop actin as if u dun knw anythin

this gang sucks!
stand up for urself la!
why u let ppl push u around!
failure la u guys
wad if next tyme she do things tht are more worse!?
will u just let her go lik wad she's doin ryte now?

its final
IM LEAVING THE GAWD DAMN GANG!
so cool horh having a friend who doesn't tell u anything
but EVERYTHING TO THE GUYS
flirt wid all the guys
and sayin back things behind their back.
good luck den :)
IM OUT!
sheesh!

friends? pffft!
i don't think so.

2009-05-20T15:56:00.003+08:00

dawn yang is so plastic =.=
sorry val
so many critics about her.
wad to do.
she's PLASTIC and she look lik a she-male
ewww!
if u keep doin nose surgery ur nose will one day fall off
woot!

i wish to see tht happen to dawn yang one day

she-male

comments from other ppl :)
-From that camera angle, you can see part of her old face. that explains why dawn likes the camera shooting from the front of her face from the right side. other angles often times reveals some profile of her old face

-Dawn Yang or Yeo having so much implants on her body and face. I wonder which one will give away first. Her cheek implants, chin implant, nose bridge implant, forehead implant or breast implant. I bet it will be breast implants that will burst first [[woot! its goin to burst! kaboom!]]

-Yeap, you're right. Just looked at one of Dawn Yang video. She got cheek implant problem. Check the one out where she keep holding a cell phone to her cheek. Look carefully and you can see the cheek implant is out of place!!!!! [[O.O oh no. my cheek! x)]]

wow! she had 6 surgeries done on her nose!
its so goin to come off soon.
lets wait and see :Dlook at her. lookin hopeless widout make up.
i guess her surgery didn't reli work cus she still looks ugly widout make up

NATURAL BEAUTYS
olivia lufkin
anna tsuchiya

well, both of them dun reli look good at some angle
but at least they're not plastic
god created u lik tht so live wid it.

2009-05-19T17:59:00.002+08:00

i've been a very bad student today
not onli me
but my WHOLE CLASS
we made our BM teacher cry
i feel so guilty tht i also wanted to cry at tht spot
sigh
stupid class who can't keep quite
still feeling guilty
everyone of us wrote a aku janji letter to her
promising tht we will shut the fuck up and listen in class
XD obviously we did not write tht
its time to keep quiet and pray no teacher cry dy
she was lik so disappointed in us
3A3 somemore!
so memalukan
third best class having attitude like this. aiks.

2009-05-18T18:40:00.003+08:00

my karma is going DOWN!

stupid internet
it dun let me load plurk
gah!

anyways, i got money already
hip hip hooray :)
and i spent it all =.=

im broke again few more things i must get this year
me and daphne list it all out x)
ipod
camera
new phone
no idea whr am i goin to get all the money =.=
dats why me and daphne plannin to work this hols :D
we went job hunting on sunday
we asked 4 places but got rejected by 3 of them
which is FOS, body glove and the small small shop
=.= cindy said mayb
damn!
when i reach home and told my dad
he said its illegal to work underage =.=
just great
no wonder the lady at cindy was shock when she found out our age
i wish i'm like 17
NOT f i f t e e n.
so i guess can say bye bye to work.
and bye bye to money. T-T

2009-05-17T11:34:00.003+08:00

I wish for a boy to treat me like this.
sigh. jerome wasn't any of those. f-u-c-k-e-r.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• forgive her for her mistakes.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you're around your friends.
• be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for you
• be the one to call her, don't make her always call you
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she's important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket
and my head in a cloud
this is how i do
when i think about you
i never thought you could break me apart
i keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
you want to get inside
then you can get in line
but not this time

cause you caught me off guard
now i'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero
and you are my heroine

do you know that your
love is the sweetest sin?

out to spring :)
with Daphne and .unknown .
no phone to get vain with. :(

2009-05-15T21:58:00.003+08:00

i made a pair of specs

:D finally.
i cn't see =.=
im lik blind but now i see
weee!
right is 1.25
left is 0.75
XD i knw its low but i cn't c far
=.= unlik last tyme
hmphhh!!

P.I.C.H.A.S
[so long since i got vain. man i miss it =X]

2009-05-15T19:48:00.003+08:00

I finally watched it
i knw i dwl it lik long tyme ago
but so lazy wan watch
the beginning of the movie was reli =.=
i think i'll die having that dog
my gawd
if u haven watch den go watch it
very nice but ...
nehh.
i shall shut up here

so adorable! grrr!!

this is what im talking about.
the MESS

after i watch tht i feel so scared to loose my darling angel
she's lik 3 years old
goin 4 years old this year
oh no!
so depressing thinkin about it.

2009-05-14T13:50:00.002+08:00

test papers are OUT
i'm not happy wif them

i lost my purse yesterday and today i found out tht my results are not good
double bummer!

geo - 55 C
sej - 52 D
science - 63 C

my gawd
can my day gt any worser?
i was thinkin "oh. science can get A!"
wtf. i sounded so confident some more =.=
and now ....

it shows tht last minute studyin didn't work
i study lik hehe
1 day b4 exam =X
thanks to my lazyness.

2009-05-13T17:04:00.002+08:00

guess what did i lost today :)
something i had with me for erm
lets see
1? 2? 3?
yups
3 years it is
its my purse -.-
all my money in thr
stupid tomboys.
curse they
hope they rot in hell and nv knw wad paradise is like
muahaha!!
i shall never ever go to the cc at hopoh ever again
so unlucky tht place
my money, my member card to s'wak club
*swoossh*
GONE!

RM200+ GO BYE BYE.
to charity.
*cheers*

2009-05-11T18:09:00.001+08:00

Utada Hikaru - Come Back To Me

The rain falls on my windows

And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone
I wish that I could photoshop
All our bad memories
Cuz the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

Lower East Side of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her side of the story
It isn't that bad, it isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry babe
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity got the better of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Call me what you wanna babe
I open my heart to thee
You are my priority
Can't you see you've punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

:( this is how i feel.
gawd. when i heard it.
i was lik O.O
"I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past"
:( Im sorry Jerome.
I miss you so much.

2009-05-08T14:17:00.009+08:00

Robots are oh-sho-cute

L-O-V-I-N-G photography =]
i shall beg my mum to buy me a good cam so i can learn photography.
so pwettie

Its All About You And Me.
Im learning the piece "reason" on piano
Even though i don't ply piano but yea
heh. so nice that song
its a suprise present for someone :)
im going to perfect it for him
JYJY me
woot woot!!

3 more days till exams are over.
hip hip hooray!
its tyme to abandon my blog again.
im SO LAZY to update -.-
i miss my phone =S

i wonder. whats stopping us now.

2009-04-29T20:22:00.001+08:00

2009-04-28T17:38:00.003+08:00

going ER alone this year? =S
nehh
dun think so =]
i askin stewart but then he just told me he cn't cus gt church meeting -.-
oh wels.
i'll just tag along wid peepos
*i was thinking. i won't be going alone. i'll be going with him. it just went like that. gone from my life*

2009-04-28T17:23:00.002+08:00

i got bad news
for me larh.
ngahaha
Jae Joong got go for plastic surgery T-T
\
-.- patutlah he look so beautiful
i don't trust ppl who have natural beauty anymore
just bullshit. heh
he admited he got go for plastic surgery so its true.
how sad.

2009-04-28T17:02:00.000+08:00

amazing? yups :D

2009-04-25T10:02:00.002+08:00

finally got contact lens =]
but onli got the one month de
cus the err on year one O.o
out of stock or dunno larh
cost RM38 -.-
heh.
but then someone told me got place sell rm60 for one year
and he's bro usin
so i'm plannin to buy tht one :D>.<>
my eye sho big.

2009-04-20T17:44:00.002+08:00

What is the meaning of love?

So depressing tryin to figure out what is means
we like say it everyday without knowing the meaning
i feel like an idiot now
saying something that you don't understand

I go google and i found this.
i hope its helpful to those who's trying to find out the meaning also
so depress :(

Are You Confused About Being Angry with the One You Love?

Do You Want to Take the Fear Out of Being Close?

Mary and John's story is familiar.

"I hate you -- get out of my life!" she said when he finally arrived. She was furious about his coming home two hours late to a cold dinner on the table. The candles had burned out, and she ate alone. This was not the first time he stood her up. You'd think she would learn! (You'd think he would learn!)

She loved him so much she was enraged, and told him she wanted a divorce and for him to leave and never come back! Obviously to John, Mary no longer loved him, so he left, hurt and upset, and spent the night elsewhere. Mary was even more hurt from his staying away all night.

Of course, she loved him very much. She understood that. But how could she love him and hate him at the same time? She wondered, and he wondered, and with no clear answer they drifted apart.

She didn't understand that love is more than a feeling of pleasure. Love is also an emotional investment. Mary's anger meant that John was very important to her. Otherwise she wouldn't care at all. Anger is an inevitable feeling in any relationship . . . but you have to know how to use the energy to turn upsets into opportunities.

The truth is, many people are confused about how to have a close relationship that works. . . .

. . .and no wonder. . .

There are thousands of families out there that model for their kids how not to be loving with their husband or wife. They may want to know the "Secret of loving relationships ". . . but all they can do is the best they learned from their own parents about how to get along with others. . . .

Love Means Treating Others Well

How to have harmonious relationships is not a mystery. The first meaning of love has to do with how you treat the person you care about. Creating a close, loving relationship is not actually so difficult to understand! How to do it can be learned. In fact, it has to be learned by everyone who knows how to sanctify their relationship rather than pollute it.

Anyone can do it, and there is no need to sit at the feet of a "guru," spend thousands on training workshops, or give up and settle for doing without the love you want.. . .
It all comes down to the simple, basic rules of listening, understanding, and empathizing with what is important to your loved one. Once you understand how treating others in loving ways works, your relationship cannot fail because of you.

Now, here's a book about the meaning of love that will show you the foundation on which to build a deeply caring relationship . . .

The Meaning of Love is based on the proven principles and methods that are currently being used by those couples who succeed in their relationships. The other 55% who fail in their marriages use the methods that poison and destroy their relationships.

Love Means Pleasure

When couples treat each other well, they delight in each other, and love means pleasure, deep emotional enjoyment of each other.

Sexual pleasure is only that, and does not create emotional intimacy. You don't have to settle for temporary enjoyment as all you can have. You can go beyond to find the emotional satisfaction that you've always wanted.
Don't waste time thinking sex is the answer. Learn from what others know . . . that acceptance and affirmation of oneself and others creates the emotional delight that can be expressed with sex.

The experts who understand what works have one thing in common. . . they know that couples who succeed have the same problems as couples who fail. . . the difference is in how they deal with their problems when they are not enjoying each other.

Does your husband or wife (or significant other):

Criticize you about little things?
Seem less interested in you than before?
Put you off when it comes to physical contact?

Here is a manual that tells you exactly what others do to get the positive results that you want in your own relationship. You don't have to figure it all out on your own from scratch.

You have a description of what really works and what doesn't when it comes to close, emotionally satisfying, loving relationships.

Love Means Caring: Emotional Investment

Sharing life activities and personal information creates intimacy and emotional connection. Over time, caring grows and your emotional investment in the other deepens, even when all is not "rosy" and pleasurable. We love because we find our emotional match in the other person, that which makes us feel more whole. We have found a "soul mate" and gradually become more and more emotionally and spiritually connected to the other person.

Fear is what gets in the way of caring. But you don't have to suffer in silence. Using the principles in this book, you can reverse what may seem irreversible, including:

Fear of asking for what you want.
Finding yourself reacting defensively when you don't want to do so.
Being critical of your partner or yourself.
Attempting to control your partner.
Fear of being rejected.

-.- i still don't get it.
aiyok
stupid me.

2009-04-20T14:37:00.006+08:00

I WANNA WATCH THAT!AND THAT
AND ALSO THAT XD
but then everybody always cannot go out cus of
tuition tuition tuition
PMR PMR PMR
frust frust frust
grrrr!!!

2009-04-16T15:34:00.004+08:00

Look at him.so happy being a graduate oredi.

heh. to me its onli him gettin older and older.

O.O me also.
can't wait for my turn

Im not in thr =[
But anyways,
if im thr i would be the one standin in between my bro and father.
THAT MEANS
i'm taller then my bro dyy -.-
poop
my mummy's now the shortest in the family
ngehehe
oh wels
she always use the excuse
nvm nvm.
the dogs are still the shortest -.-
so lame her.

3D CAKE made by my mummy
a little sot sot the ppl who ask her to make
cn't believe tht my mum even can make -.-
unbelievable ryte?
swts

2009-04-15T15:36:00.002+08:00

EWWW!!
S.L.U.T

-.- this gal reli memalukan
luckily not chinese XD
some idiotic gal who use tht pic as her pri pic in fs.
bin to kns.
oh wels.
wad to do.
DESPERADO.

2009-04-15T15:17:00.002+08:00

My cousin come bek reli influence me -.-
she always go c piercing and tattoo online
and now me also
aiyok.
but i dun reli like seein
yuck.
i found a few nice tattoo
i also wan
nice and simple
but if its lik tht guy below
@.@ no thank you.

i went to seach for piercings also but
i don't think i wan to post.
so yuckk i see
painful.
ouch ouch ouch

2009-04-14T16:23:00.000+08:00

MY GOSH!
i love this song also -.-

2009-04-13T13:53:00.003+08:00

Pitbull - Go Girl

I party like a rockstar
Look like a movie star
Play like an all star
Fuck like a porn star
Baby I'm a superstar
Always posted at the bar
Always with couple boss
Maybe I'm just that that raw
Dawg check your resume
I hit something everyday
Ask about me n' dey say
That chico run MIA
Pitbull and young boss
That's fire
Go girl work it out
'Til u tire
Just tryin' to pay your tuition
Liar
My corner is like HBO's wire
So please don't play no games
And baby don't say no names
And we can do this one more again
Next time you can bring your friends

So get your friends
And I get my friends
And we can be friends
Do this every weekend

[Pre-hook:]
We can hit your place
We can hit my place
She's on my top 8
I bagged her off of MySpace

[Chorus:]
Go girl [x8]
Shake them dice and roll them [x2]
When they ask u what's that dance
U say that's the hustle man

[Young Boss:]
Girl I wanna know your name
Girl who u be?
Don't care with who you came
As long as u leave wit' me
What's you sippin' on?
I buy you a drink
Get u one of them shiny things
Yer Girl pick pink
I see those Jimmy Choos

Those Vera Wangs
I luv the way u work
Girl do your thing
U see my stunna shades
I'm like a star
My click is full of ballas
We at the bar

So go get your friends
And I get my friends
And we can be friends
Do this every weekend

[Pre hook:]
We can hit your place
We can hit my place
She's on my top 8
I bagged her off of MySpace

[Chorus:]
Go girl [x8]
Shake them dice and roll them [x2]
When they ask u what's that dance
U say that's the hustle man

[Trina:]
Diamond princess
I make them bus quick
Man I back it up
Like a Mack Truck
(Heavy breathing)
Don't talk about it boy
Be about it boy
I got them girls boy
Turn out your girls boy
I'm talking freak nig
I'm like a freaky shit
Coz you're my freak

So get your friends
And I get my friends
And we can be friends
Do this every weekend

[Pre-hook:]
We can hit your place
We can hit my place
She's on my top 8
I bagged her off of MySpace

[Chorus:]
Go girl [x8]
Shake them dice

and roll them [x2]
When they ask u what's that dance
U say that's the hustle man

OH NO! tht song is stuck in my head T-T
my cousin keep hearin tht song till its in my head liaw. damn!!

and now im loving the song

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always going to be an up-hill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always going to be an up-hill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

2009-04-13T13:33:00.001+08:00

wee!! edit edit edit
sho fun wid the new software
so wad do u think?

2009-04-12T10:19:00.002+08:00

Tag by V A L

*
01. What's your ideal lover like?
wanna knw? too bad but its impossible to describe =]

02. How long do you intend to wait someone you really love?
[[Umm.. Whenever i want to and don't want to?]] wdv val said :D

03. If the person you like, is already attached, what will you do?
sigh. wait?

04. If you had a choice, what family would you wish to be born in?
val's family XD

05. Is it fun to be tagged?
not reli -.-

06. What's the 1st thing you do when you wake up?
check the tyme -.-

07. What type of friends do you like?
erm. impossible to describe also XD

08. What type of people do you dislike?
-.- so MANY type lerh

09. If your lover betray you, what will your reaction be?
ASSHOLE! lets break up now =]

10. If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
its nv good to love two person. heh. get headache nia. so just list down the things u lik about tht individual lurh

11. Is it more blessed to be love or loving someone?
To love and to be loved!
That's what brenpoops said and val -.-

12. Who is the most important person to you?

person? god? XD

13. Would you like to stead with the guy you like?
-.- wads stead. sorry. im stupid.

14. Would you do anything to get the person you like's attention?
no. heh.

15. What will you do if your best friend stead with the guy you liked?
-.- still dunno wad stead is

16. What will you do if he knows you adore him?
Who? O.o

17. Would you wish to go to school everyday ?
siaw. -.- no way

18. If you had a dream come true, what will it be?
for life to end now =]

19. Are you confused about what lies ahead of you?
no?

20. Would you give all in a relationship?
yup

21. What have you been doing these days?
erm. out out out. eat eat eat den eat again XD wee!!

22. Has anyone hate you before?
duh?

23. What makes you cry today?
no cry lerh. so hw i knw

24. Do you think you are pretty?
-.-

25. Have you enjoyed your holiday?
nopes. haih

26. What makes you feel lost?
when im bored i feel lost XD

27.What changes you?
insults

28. What if your friend commits suicide?
i'll mourn for he/she everyday =]

29. Money & friends, which is more important?
friends

30. If no one seems to care for you, what will you do?
wah. commit suicide XD lik my uncle. ngahaha!! civic center. wee!!

31. Did you hurt yourself now?
used to.

32. What feeling you're having now?
cn't wait for 12 o'clock =]

33. What is your favourite pastime?
errrr. plyin everyday and not carin about exams

34. If you hated someone, what will you do?
cynthia u mean? heh. why should i tell u =P

35. Have you consider of loving someone?
yea?

36. Who makes you happy since you need some comfort?
err. eatin?

37. Are you treasuring yourself?
i guess so O.o

38. Skipped.
hah? lawls.

39. Name a friend who's name is started "S".
sarah.

40. Who do you trust the most?
ermmmm. nobody?

41. What is the last song you heard?
new song by miley cyrus. i dunno the title T-T

42. What is the last thing you put in mouth?
erm. some kuih

43. A random person yells you "Aybaybay", what's your reaction?
ignore and walks away

44. What's irritating you at this moment?
MY FRINGE! OMGAWD! SO EWWW!!

45. Do you curse anyone?
duh? cynthia. wakaka!!

46. Last time you took a plane, where was it to?
macau, hk, kl

47. Do you love someone?
duh -.-

48. What's the last thing you bought?
erm. dunno

49. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
nopes

50. Have you hugged opposite gender before?
heh. u think?

*
I tag:
athirah
hilda
sarah

sorry tht my answers are dull and boring cus i so lazy wanna think now

2009-04-10T16:18:00.005+08:00

TAG BY ATHIRAH =]

Rules: You must answer all of this questions. :)
Instruction: Write a word from the alphabet given and give a reason
why are you writing it.
And tag 4 ppl!
Ganbatte! (Good luck in Japan)

A.
1. Asshole
Hate you for hurting me.

B.
1. Bitch
Heh. I hate her.

C.
1.Cicak
One word. D I G U S T I N G

D.
1. Dogs
i lurb them :D

E.
1. Egg
Easter easter easter

F.
1. Fat
i wanna grow fatter.

G.
1. Gg
-.- good game?

H.
1. Hazelin
XD wanna knw why i write tht? cus its my name silly.

I.
1. Idiot
I like to call kiong tht. wee!!

J.
1. J E R O M E
I L O VE H I M

K.
1. Kittens
Dislike them

L.
1.Love
God is LOVE =]

M.
1. Mouth
to talk and to be kissed XD

N.
1. Naughty
Are u naughty? Im sure you are. ngahaha

O.
1. Opss
I kissed ur boyfren and he's a great kisser. [[kidding -.-]]

P.
1. Pish posh
errr. sarah?

Q.
1. QQ
thinkin bout him. ngahaha

R.
1. Rainbow
im lookin at the rainbow now

S.
1. Songs
I can't live without them

T.
1. Tuition
Dear in tuition now. I miss him.

U.
1. UK
Who can sponsor me go UK. For everythin XD

V.
1. Vest
-.- Lala?

W.
1. Wish
I wish for us to be forever.

X.
1. X rated
O.o no comment

Y.
1.Yucks
Her face lo. Still got wad.

Z.
1. Zebra?
black and white? lawls!

I tag:
Valerie
Janey
Manda
Jesslyn

2009-04-09T14:26:00.001+08:00

my mum"bodo abis"
*woot woot woot! i called her bodo abis. wakaka!!!!*
u knw why?
cus she go put pass on the comp but she forgot tht i knw her laptop password
ngahaaha!!
wad an idiot =X

2009-04-08T15:19:00.002+08:00

i gain weight people!!
YAY!
i knw im weird
ppl are actually sad they gain weight but not me
lalala!!~
now im 50 kg
good news for me =]

sigh. i think i need to return daphne's phone soon.
her mum wants it back
blah her mum!!
grr!!
i so lazy wan go get my phone from skul.
sienn.

2009-04-07T15:05:00.003+08:00

i was bored so i edited pics
farewell pictures last year
i miss adeline and janey =[
sigh.

to val and chinnie
sorry you guys.
i didn't mean to accuse u guys for no reason
i guess the rumor is makin me goin crazy
even me and sheldon got into a fight
which is so not lik us.
I M S O R RY

2009-04-03T21:19:00.005+08:00

S P O R T S D A Y

no pics of me and my fwens cus so yuck
sweaty sweaty
XP it was okayy
my events were 100M and 4*100M
i think got bronze for 4*100M
=[ how sad my 100M no get tiok
stupid legs lerh!
dun wan listen to me
hmphhh

anyways,
break tyme we went to hock lee
so boring
all the teresians -.-
no boy to see
XD kidding
im so NOT interested in lookin at any guy

there were 4 o 5 of those things on the floor O.O
daphne saw it first den she tell me
i was lik OMG OMG OMG -.-
cus it look lik tht thing ba
but its not. its tht thing. -.-

blablabla...
[[fast forward]]

daphne lim almost make me had a heart att and i almost cry
stupid gal le
she go run for 4*400M and then went she pass the baton she passed out O.O
i so terkejut
i thought tht gal so damn strong
mana tauk also will pass out de
the RC ppl tryin to keep her awake
so susah
tht gal so stubborn -.-
so bad till i need to call her daddy
den i folo their car to keep daphne to bring to timbaland
yea -.-
timbaland. i knw.
so serious ryte?
in the car i suffer man!
so damn hot and yet tht gal keep leanin on me
cus she bo energy
she cn't even sit straight
btw, she sprain her leg
gah! im lik her slave
luckily i knw the basic of the RC thing
otherwise i think i sesak nafas also arh XD
stupiak gal

daphne is now fine.
just over exhausted and no drink water
her knee is still painful now
so yea.
thts all i can think of ryte now

LOOK!

i look so ewww =[
my face is red red red
stupid sunburn
my whole face k!?
its not just the checks and the nose but the whole face!
OMG la
first tyme -.-
nw my face painful liaw
huhu
im damn tired ryte now
seriously
until i look lik tht -.-
so ugly
yuck.

nokia sucks?
yupps
my picture come out yuck de
hmphhh!!

currently : waiting for him to come =]

2009-04-02T14:49:00.000+08:00

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Iis harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me...

I should've known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me...

2009-04-02T14:44:00.003+08:00

ignore tht guy but look at the size of tht teddy bear!
OMG!
I WAN!
so huge

nw look at tht ang mo wif all the sneakers around him.
damn!
i wan all of dose.
whole year round wear diff sneaker
wahh
so cool!!

currently : sad and confuse

2009-04-02T14:37:00.001+08:00

I took a ride on a February morning,
Just getting over it and dealing with the mourning,
I started thinking out loud: I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired,
My baby's flying off the edge of the road,
She's saying, "I'm so sorry about that note",
That left me all alone,
But I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what's wrong,
I'd be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I'm burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Seven days since I've seen your face,
Seven nights I have laid to waste,
I'm burning out now,
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired,
I know we're hanging at the end of the road,
We've flown too high, make a swarm too low,
I heard a screaming out loud,
I heard a screaming out loud

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what's wrong,
I'd be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I'm burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Think,
All the things that you say,
What are the things that you mean,
What are the things that you say to me,
Cuz your tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
You're a tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what's wrong,
I'd be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I'm burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Burning for you,
Burning like a candle,
Burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Candle(Sick & Tired)

2009-04-01T21:13:00.001+08:00

I love you coz I love you,

I cannot give you a Reason,
True Love cannot be defined,
It has an Eternal Season.

If You ask how much I love you,
I might say I cannot explain,
Coz my feelings are so intimate,
But the Words are so Plain.

If You ask me how much I care,
I might just say 'so much',
Coz there are no words in the Language,
That can describe my care as such.

If You ask how much I miss you,
I might just say 'a lot',
Coz when you are away, I feel so lonely,
I try to be okay, but I cannot.

I don't decorate my feelings with words,
I keep my feelings just pure,
All I can give you is a promise,
I will keep loving you more & more !

2009-04-01T20:32:00.003+08:00

damn it la you asshole!

damn u and your gf
i dun gib a fuck anymore
im damn pissed off
2 whole months convincin you tht she's lying
and now you finally take action
but you're just too late
i dun lik u anymore

and cus of you tellin me u broke up wid your gf
my feelins are all mixed up!
i dun wan to hurt *****e
he's innocent.

im lookin at icons nw
its not workin. its makin me feel worse

2009-03-31T16:47:00.003+08:00

im alive =]

wanna knw why?
cus i got phone
daphne borrow me

we went out tht last night to watch it was erm okay?
dunno -.-
i sms most of the tyme
XP soli.
not interested in watchin
since its free anyway
so wdv lu
lalala!!

took lotsa pic. but its in manda phone -.-
stupid me la
phone kenal rampas cnt take pic
daphne phone camera not sui de
XD ngahaha!!
will upload the pics as soon as i get it la

2009-03-30T13:39:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION TO EVERYONE
phone

kena rampas =]

by puan faridah
i dun blame her
she's just doin her job and tryin to teach me a lesson -.-
which i dun wan to listen the first and second tyme
now i listen liaw =]

and obviously CYNTHIA LIEW SIEW MINT
-damn tht bitch-
reported to teacher

now prayin tht i can go tonight so i can borrow her phone
so i can msg him =]
-you notice the chg of colour for him? =X-
if you get wad i mean

anyways, stella lee [[ prefect saw my phone also but she didn't report :D she's a good fren XD cus i help her ba *cough cough* love probs ]]

currently in cc next to him

2009-03-29T22:00:00.001+08:00

Cry On My Shoulder lyrics

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

Chorus:

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

Repeat chorus

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do

i lyke tht song =]
i rmb this song!
someone sang it to me =X
ngahaha.
*cough cough*
i still rmb yea knw??
i keep thinkin and thinkin and i finally rmbed :D

2009-03-29T19:42:00.003+08:00

went to cc wid daphne, jason, sheldon, yellow shirt guy. [[not digi man XD]]
and meet up the others der
who are erm keith wong, GLJ [[goh lee ju]], eling, isaac, JEROME
i think dats all
mayb got more -.-
but i don't bother to look at them
cus i plyin SDO

bought a shirt :D
so long dyy
unlike JANEY who always buy shirt
hmphhh
eling almost bought the same shirt as me
heh
den lalalala

-cut short the story and get to the main point-

he's cute =]
XP bluek
i just notice
i didn't notice him in the cc
and now i do
while waitin for my car i went to expert thr and hang out wid sheldon, keith and JEROME
while daphne and eling just tag along.
then i sit thr and tok tok tok den i notice him quiet quiet over der
ngahaha!!
anyways, i got his num =]
he msg me :D
is tht a good thing??

2009-03-28T20:18:00.002+08:00

EARTH HOUR

8.30p.m-9.30p.m

28 march

off ur light ,that`s simple

even though u might think for wad
like its gonna help

think what you want
but just bcus you off the light for an hour you can save the earth

to those dint take dinner prepare to eat in the dark ^^

weee!!
hav fun.
im gonna slp

2009-03-28T10:14:00.010+08:00

26 MARCH
sigh
i can nv post things on tht day cus i dun hav my phone cable =[
well.
i went to hav dinner at the link [[civic center up thr ]]
to prepare for lions club 5th anniversary
my mum and i went to help out wid the balloons
and i notice i cn't blow a lot of balloons
cus i lack of oxygen -.-
dats whyy i cnt run long distance for sports day
anyways,
cus of the balloons i got to knw him =]
ngehehe
well. he didn't blow the balloons
heh
scared XD
how cute
lalalaa!!~
and i found out his name
but yea. thts all -.-
sigh.
onli can c him when got lions dinner or activities
but most of the tyme i lazy wanna go
grrr!! i hate my lazyness

look!
so pretty ain't it?
and also so high up
im scared of heights.
i sat thr waitin for the sun to go down
heh
lik waitin for myself to die
feels lik it

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27 MARCH
school as usual.
den went to club cus gt trainin
=] wee!!
and manda and daphne also got trainin
and we got vain in the toilet
lalala

daphne
dun scold me yea XD
who ask u la
dun wan sit properly
actually got alot of pics wid her lik tht
heh
but i dun wan put larh. kolien
pics weren't edited so mind the uglyness XD

we had so much tyme so we tok bout love life
and kacau someone also
someone i dun reli knw
i got tht person num
.........
details shouldn't be revealed =]

after tht we went to civic center
at up up up der
ngahaha!!
so windy. so sui also
can c the whole of kch from up der
but too bad cn't c my hse
hmphhh

anyways, as usual heh
daphne fooled around again XD

titanic

Then we went for trainin. and i ran widout socks =X
i forgot to take socks out of the car then my mum go bye bye liaw
-.- so yea' sockless
swt lik wad
yuck
heh
and daphne keep complainin about somethin
stupid gal.
after trainin i went home to shower then go to the link again
for the dinner
weee!! i got to c him :D
he smiled at me for erm 7 times?
so awkward the whole night
cus i keep lookin around for him
wells.
got leng zai but err
i dun wan to look at them -.-
so chinesy school
he so bz wokin here and thr [[he's NOT a waitress]]
the whole night was boring but i gt to c him =]
but he went back home early
went he wan to go he went to wave and smile and said bye bye to me
i'll rmb tht :D

after he go bye bye i bcum so bored
nothing to do
just sit thr alone at the table at the entrance
the waitress goin in and out
gah!
wan to slp also cn't
then suddenly lennie called me
haven heard from him for a long tyme dyy
but he's stil the same old guy
askin whr's shannen -.-
zzz
went out to tok. and the chiko kitchen keep lookin at me.
sakai kah? nv c gal isit? grrr
i ignore them and go in the toilet

i so bored till wan to die arh!
i hate dinners and i went to tht freakin dinner to c him -.-
stupid me
i hate speeches
i hate chiko guys
i hate annoyin leng zai who think they so cool
i hate adults tok
i hate tht i feel so sad when he left

2009-03-26T13:54:00.010+08:00

dogs are cute
hehe
was at taman sahabat den saw tht doggy
plyed wid it most of the tyme i was thr
so plyful
its my grandpa's fren dog
so ply nia lu
so ADORABLE
mummy. i want to adopt another dog
ngehehe
4 dogs. wee!!

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PRE-SALE!!
was suppost to upload this lik on tuesday
on last thursday and friday me,maxine and ruth made cookies
and i posted it in my ermm last few post dyy

i made this cookie
im so proud
cookie made by me bo.
of cus lu

dat one by my mummy
its a half doggy bone
i eat half dyy
was too hungry
yumm.

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should i cut my hair??
gah!
i wan cut cut cut
i dun lik my hair
i cn't wait to go dye my hair
but its lik in 2 years tyme -.-
or isit 3?
but he ask me dun cut
hmmm
den dun cut lu
i guai
i listen to him

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my poor darling angel is sick

she's nt eatin.
i scared she die
she old oredi okay??
*sniff sniff*
i don't wan to lose her

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im so so so stress up ryte nw
kerja khursus [[sej and geo. hardly done]]
sports day [[i need more trainin!!]]
kerja kayu [[im too lazy to continue ]]

and today we just had photo takin
i so kolien
when candid tyme im alone =[
ask val, sarah and hilda
they were thr lookin at me
im a loner
lik tht weird gal in A4
amyra?

the erm teacher gav us the pic at the last masa
but stupid cikgu koh
call tht idiotic cynthia to keep it
and at the end of the school CYNTHIA LIEW SIEW MINT say to everyone
school finish liaw la!
c tmr
WHAT THE HELL
can't she spare a little of the useless tyme?
everyone sho angry at her
hmphhh!!

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i got my position today
guess wad i got
40-27= ??
i knw
thank you thank you for callin me dumb =]

I want to kill that B I T C H.

2009-03-25T19:45:00.002+08:00

can anyone tell me isit even possible to reject someone widout gettin tht person hurt??
gah!
i so fed up of him
wan to say "get lost" to him -.-
luckily he dunno my blog
lalala!!~
damn
A N N O Y I N G

i no heart to reject -.-
i hate myself for tht
sheesh hazel!
i very fast kolien ppl, i dun lik c ppl hurt cus its lik if they hurt then i feel double their pain
im turnin into a freak

I MISS H I M

2009-03-25T15:34:00.006+08:00

*GULPS!*
tmr is photo taking day!!
OH NO!
i look lyke shit nw
OMG!
and i no frens to pose wid =[
lyke last year so fun
we all in the same row
sarah, val, me, janey and hilda
huhu
those great moments
i miss you guys.
i miss A4
i miss fights tht i hav in tht class
i miss everybody in A4

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whyy emo ppl got nice hair
not fair
i like the guys hair
ngehehe
so cute. =X
lawls!
wad to do
i lik guys wid nice hair :D

and i found spongebob emo-in also
awww!!

2009-03-25T14:12:00.003+08:00

???savi ko nag aaral kba ngaun??
???i2 nman d magetz tanung ko??
??ehhh??

-.- wad the hell is tht.
ppl send me comment
and alot of them send me tht type of language
...

today in school i lied to the principle =X
not i but we=XX
[[maxine, ruth and i]]
shhh!!
wad to do
its to save ourself from her XD
we so scared of her
-.-everytime she go in our moral class
mesti she angry and start shoutin and slammin things on the table
*gulp*

if you notice my karma
it went up to 20 in 3 days?
XP i got lotsa lotsa karma

2009-03-24T15:45:00.002+08:00

WEEE!!
wad u guys tink about my blog?
pheww
took me the whole afternoon
and i finally got in done

im so tired now.
nappy tyme

and and!!
i found a very suitable emoticon i should do when Puan Kho starts tokin

oh shut up!

2009-03-24T14:30:00.003+08:00

W715i

W995

G705

C902

C905

*drools*
wad do you think?
wad phone should i go for?
all so nice
except for C902
but still
okok la
its not slide tht whyy i okay wid it
i scared of slide phones
i use alot so later slide slide till spoil -.-
den sien le!
need go fix
so suggestions pls?

2009-03-24T14:05:00.003+08:00

ppl in A3 so honest -.-
teacher gib her 61 den she go find teacher and say its 60
why so honest
i knw its just 1 mark
but still!!
average might chg cus of tht one mark
aiyok.
well. i gt the lowest in BM =X
not tht shockin to me
cus i knw im dumb

im so happy
weee!!
happy till i wanna cry
retard me
hehe. u wanna knw whyy??
well. i lazy wanna tell you.

My heart never stop loving you
cause your the most important piece in my puzzle

2009-03-23T18:24:00.003+08:00

its goin up =]
UP UP UP
ngehehe!!
now i so into PLURK
PLURKIE PLURKIE PLURK

if tonights not rainin im goin to go taman sahabat for trainin
im so slow.
i need train train train
sports day comin up!
grrr!!
im in the pink hse -.-
why pink
i dun reli lik pink
i used to hate it.
3rd April.
its so near!!
and i haven start my trainin T-T
no more medal this year for me
im a snail

2009-03-23T17:26:00.002+08:00

my karma isn't goin UP!!
T-T
add ppl liaw!
den plurk plurk plurk also bo up up up
-.-
and how to chg background for plurk prof?
noob gua XD

2009-03-23T15:29:00.004+08:00

anybody hav any idea how to add ppl in plurk?

and get more karma for plurk?

something keep buggin me =.=
not ghost la
its HIM!
dat boy!
he so quiet!
its buggin me
why is he so quiet!
....

im noisy so i cn't stand quiet ppl

-.- i lyke very besong
feel wan go up to him and ask "why u so quiet! u got problem isit!?"
XD dunno why it is buggin me so badly
b4 i slp always kacao me
in school also!

=] wee!!
im back to movies!
even though i haven finish watchin starlit and hana kimi
ngahaha!!
i do things half half wad to do

status= findin for more movies to dwl and cute icons =]
any suggestions to wad movie to dwl??

2009-03-22T16:46:00.002+08:00

地點是城市某個角落
The place is some corner of the city

時間在午夜時刻
The time is Midnight

無聊的人常在這裡出沒
Bored people usually hang out around here

交換一種寂寞
To exchange a kind of loneliness

我靜靜坐在你的身后
I silently sit behind you

你似乎隻想沉默
You look as if you’d rather keep silent

我猜我們的愛情已到盡頭
I guess our love has reached its end

無話可說
Silence

比爭吵更折磨
Is more tormenting than open-argument

不如就分手
It’s nothing compared to separation

放我一個人生活
Let me live on my own

請你雙手不要再緊握
Please don’t let your hands hold on tightly anymore

一個人我至少干淨俐落
Being alone, I can at least clean up the mess [Translator’s note: NOT SURE about this]

淪落就淪落
Let depression comes down

愛闖禍就闖禍
Let love falls apart

我也放你一個人生活
I will also let you to live your own life

你知道就算繼續結果還是沒結果
You know that even if we continue, there will never be an end

又何苦還要繼續遷就
Even if it’s painful, we still have to move on

就彼此放生留下活口
Let’s liberate our lives, leave the pain behind

就彼此放生
Let’s liberate our lives

彼此留下活口
Let’s leave the pain behind

愛的時候
When we were in love

說過的承諾
We said all those promises

愛過以后
When love passed

就不要強求
Let’s not force it

從此分手
From this point onward

不必再回頭
Let’s not ever turn back

各自生活
Live our own separate lives

曾經孤單加上孤單是愛火
The loneliness of the past adding on the one now is like the fire of love

燃燒過你和我
Has burned you and I

如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
So much silence

再沒有什麼舍不得
[That] There is no longer unwillingness left

Sigh. Even though my chinese so suckish

when i ply this song in SDO

i feel teary

wads wrong wid me now adays =[

im so down.

2009-03-22T14:38:00.002+08:00

Im the kind of girl
that feels so hurt & smiles.

Just once.
i wan to fall in love
and NOT get hurt in the end.

Is this what love is suppose to feel like?
cause it hurts so bad.

You know words can hurt.

Everyone is asking whats wrong.
but i don't think it even makes any sence.
my heart just hurts.

You say you don't like to see me hurt
do you close your eyes while hurting me?

It hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone
when your heart still does.

Tears are words from the heart
that can't be spoken.

Its hard to wait around for something that you know might not happen
but its even harder to give up,
when you know its everything you ever wanted.

What kills me is:
I know im wasting my time
yet i still refuse to let go.

I don't know where i stand with you
and i don't know what i mean to you
all i know is everytime i think of you
all i wanna do is be with you.

The problem with love is
you can love who you wan but so can they

Sick of crying.
tired of trying.
yeah im smiling.
but inside im dying.

Im the type of girl that can be so hurt
but can still look at you & smile
the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day
even if i can't brighten my own.

Time won't heal this damage anymore.

I shouldn't want you like this.

The love you can't have
lasts the longest
feels the strongest
& hurts the most.

2009-03-21T21:45:00.004+08:00

WHEN SHE SAYS YOU ARE CRAZY/WEIRD

-SHE IS REALLY CRAZY ABOUT YOU

WHEN SHE ACTS SHY

-SAY I LOVE YOU

WHEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM YOU

- CHASE HER

WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS

- KISS HER

WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES

- HOLD HER TIGHT

WHEN SHE IS SILENT

- SHE'S THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU

WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU

- SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION!

WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY

- GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO

WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST

- TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL

WHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU

- TELL HER YOU LOVE HER BUT MEAN IT!!

WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING

-SNEAK UP BEHIND HER GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND GIVE HER A KISS

WHEN SHE'S SCARED!!!!!!!!!

-HOLD HER AND TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE SHE'S WITH YOU

WHEN SHE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER

- KISS HER AND TELL HER NOT TO WORRY

WHILE SHE HOLDS YOUR HAND

- PLAY WITH HER FINGERS

WHEN SHE SAYS SHE COLD

-SHE WANTS YOU TO HOLD HER TIGHT

i dunno why i feel teary after i read tht
T-T
am i turnin emo?
...
I MISS HIM BADLY
i feel so desperate for his love
OMG
T-T
makin me feel even worst
i ain't desperate
i ain't desperate
i ain't desperate
i ain't desperate
i ain't desperate
grrrr!!!!!
i think i just wish for a guy to treat me lik tht
='[
wake up hazelin!!
ur so dreamin!
arghhh!
i think SDO makin me go crazyy =-=
sigh.

i so lazy to text ppl
everytime ppl msg me
i pray its him b4 i open
but yea
im so dreamin
if i dun feel lik replyin
i just dun reply
so unsual of me
everytime i reply one
but now.
im turnin unsocial
emo emo emo.
cut cut cut.
grrrr.

isit lik wad manda and daphne said?
cus i cn't hav him
dats whyy im lik this
i also dunno ah!!!
=-=
first tyme waitin
grrrr
this sucks
my last tyme waitin
SEVEN YEARS.
3 months dyy
slowly wait arh me!!

i'll just pretend to hug you
till u get here.

2009-03-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

i didn't do tht tag
sowie XP
cus mostly cn't b answered
so wads the point doin it
ngahaha!!
wastin my precious tyme

2009-03-21T16:38:00.004+08:00

ewww!!
CICAK!!!
lookin through ppls piccin fs
yuck!!
tht seriously my number 1 enemy
grrrr!!
wan to kill also dun dare
if i c real life de
i jump here and der
and start screamin lik siaw chabo den face red red
XD ngahaha!!

2009-03-21T13:19:00.002+08:00

rules:Answer TRUTHFULLY. dont change the question.

FRIENDSHIP.

1.Name best friends.
-erm. actually anyone who's nice to me =] and dun feel ashame to be wid me.

2.Do your friends desert you?
- go ask them == at times dey do. duh??

3.Have a gang?
- yupp

4.Popular at school?
- ....

5.When you are sad, do your friends give you their shoulder to cry on?
- errm. i duno

6.If your friend is more popular than you, are you jealous?
- errr. should i be? XD

7.when your friends desert you, you..
- errr. depends on my mood. =]

8.You share your happiness with friends?
- Yesh yesh =]

9.You love your friends?
- DUH! XD otherwise i'll be emo emo

10.Your best friend dates the guy you like, you..
- wdv la. the guy lik her den lik la. hmphhh

11.Your friends love you?
- errr. ask them

12.If you are lonely, your friend goes next to you?
- =-= ask dem

13.You are jealous of your friend? Name them.
- erm. val? ngahaha!!! who ask her so chio XPP

14.Tag 5 people:
- Becca
- Athirah
- Jasmine
- Isaac? O.o
- Alan? o.O

2009-03-21T13:06:00.004+08:00

lawls.
i was walkin around at everice
errrr
dunno when liaw
den i saw tht
heh

dunno wads it for =-=
sounds wrong though XD

2009-03-21T13:02:00.002+08:00

Supportment For Your House ( How Many Percent )
5 questions to check your supportment!

1. Do you come for training if you are selected / reserved / in the team game?
[x] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Sometimes
2. If you are reserved, do you think you are important?
[x] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Sometimes

3. Do you come for sports day if you are not in the team game / selected / reserved?
[x] Yes
[ ] No
[ ]Sometimes

4. Do you try all your best just for your house?
[x] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Sometimes

5. If you are sick, do you come for training?
[x] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Sometimes

Results; :]
All "Yes" = 100%
All "no" = 0%
4 "Yes" 1 "No" = 80%
1 "Yes" 4 "No" = 20%
2 "Yes" 3 "No" = 40%
3 "Yes" 2 "No" = 60% (mine)

100%
ngahaha!! TQTQ
i very supportive XPP

Val
Sarah-Jane
Hilda

2009-03-21T12:46:00.003+08:00

COOKIES!! =]
PRE-SALE.

lookey =]
maxine and my mummy
ngehehe
she so rajin

done by maxine, ruth, mummy and me
but i didn't do much =-=
cus i was too lazy
ngahaha!!
and my mummy keep scoldin me =-=
PMS!!
me also.
grrr!!
same tyme

PICTURE OF THE DAY

she's crazy =-=
she go and drink the icing
and its all sugar
she got sugar rush XD
ruth also gt drink but i didn't take picture
cus by tht tyme she oredi finish drinkin it
...
crazyy ppl

such a disaster
we tried decoratin yesterday
so ugly!
when my mum reach home and she saw it
she was lik let me do la
so ugly u guys do
...
i knw
she's so insultin =-=
mayb dats whyy i used to b so insultin
cus i got a mum lik her

oh wels =]
now i wan ply SDO
bye bye
ngahaha!!
ADDICTED.

2009-03-19T21:49:00.003+08:00

i need the cable!!

T-T i cn't transfer pic to comp
huhu
so no updates in fs
....

im now currently addicted to SDO[[Super Dancer Online]]
yesh i knw
exam year and ur addicted to a game
ngahaha!!
blame jason!
he make me wan to ply again
stupiak

yesterday when to GG[[gismo gamers?]] at jln song
go wid jason and isaac
jason is gettin pro-er =-=
heh
i need add oil liaw
mustn't lose to tht noob
XD he so noob last tyme
ngahaha!!
so fun to bully him last tyme =X

so...
hehe
i get to meet him also ^^
happy lu.
but =[
he got scolded.
huhu

I MISS HIM.

2009-03-18T18:17:00.003+08:00

LAST PERSON WHO…

1. Slept in your bed besides you?:
me , myself and i =]

2. You went to the mall with:

erm?

3. You went to dinner with:
erm?

4. You talked to on the phone:
jason

5. Made you laugh:

jason and isaac

6. Hugged you:

Him =]]]]

7. Said they loved you:

... tht cn't b answer

8. You spoke with:
jason

9. You cried over:

... sigh.

10. Made you mad:
the stupid gals hu sakai go look at me

i cut out the other crap which i dun understand
so wastin tyme doin crap =-=